Lonely and having a very hard time

Hi my name is Ashley I'm 6 month pregnant I'm having such a hard time I was happy to get pregnant but now only after being pregnant for 6 months my boyfriend has left me it has literally broken my heart to pieces I'm a women of God and I can't even pray I can barely get up I force myself to eat for the sake of my little girl but the lonely dark feelings are just getting more intense he left me with no money no car I have to walk miles to get groceries in the heat I haven't been able to make my 24 week appt because I have no way to get there thank goodness he is still paying for the rent but I'm hopeless I think about ending my life daily because I feel like I can't do this on my own I have no friends or family support it was just my bday yesterday and I spent it all alone I just don't know how to get threw this pregnancy I'm so deeply hurt if anyone is near me I live in Coral Springs Fl a friend would be so helpful right now thank you

  1. [ deleted account ]1 year ago

    Hi Ashley, I don't live near you however I am praying for you during this difficult time. If I can be of any help please reach out.

  2. KaraDawn1 year ago

    Hi Ashley,

    I'd be willing to visit with you by phone as I live in Wisconsin. You can call me anytime to talk if you need a friend! 715-861-3075


  3. Eileen19741 year ago

    I'm here too if u want to talk Ashley

  4. Nikki's lil'P1 year ago

    Hi Ashley,, I know I am a stranger and please don't be offended by what I'm about to say it's all out of love.... but I don't believe God makes weak women. I need for you to keep your head up and stand strong for that precious little girl your carrying. God will never fault, nor fail you. (I speak from personal experience baby girl trust me) Just tell yourself second-by-second minute-by-minute hour-by-hour until you start to believe it.
    Now I'm not sure exactly where you are in Phoenix, but I am here if you need for me to be. I am a mother of a 24 year old, a grandmother and also a mother of a 23 month old. I understand how real the struggle is. I think we all do. You reach out

  5. Hom1 year ago

    Hi Ashley, I'm sorry you're going through this rough time! I don't live near you, but I'm here if you need to talk. I hope things get better. I'll be praying for you, hugs.

  6. Amber Casados1 year ago

    You can do this Ashley! I live in Texas but I'm always here for you to chat!

  7. garcia1231 year ago

    So sorry for your situation. May God help you by sending the apt person for your help. Hope your little girl is fine now.

  8. Samantha Vail1 year ago

    I am sorry you are going through this. How are you now? I am a lititle late but I'd like to know the progress

  9. mancha1 year ago

    Plz plz dnt end yr lyf bcoz of some1 else u r not alone in dis just stay strong n pray god wil bring his angels to help u n make u strong

  10. Meg Mariah1 year ago

    Hi Ashley,
    I'm new to this forum and your post is the first I've read. I can't imagine how hard this must be for you. I think when you become pregnant you struggle enough with loneliness as your body goes through changes others might not understand, your moods change frequently, and perhaps hobbies that you used to do, you can do no longer. It was nice to be able to have a glass of wine after a week of work! Not any longer! These things are hard. You want your significant other to support you, make you feel loved, special and taken care of. When all of that goes away and you're all alone and pregnant, that must be absolutely devastating. My boyfriend has three kiddos and when I found out I was pregnant I was sad as I knew I would never be out first and if he went out with a friend for a drink, it made me jealous, thinking I just had to rot at home alone. I went through a dark time of feeling horribly isolated, lonely and scared. I want you to know that you're not alone and although I live in Wisconsin, I'm just a phone call away. Please - reach out. I'd like to talk to you. Thinking about you and putting positive thoughts into the universe for you! 920-9019493

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