Miscarriage and wanting a baby!
I'm really needing someone to talk to. I can't talk to anyone about this, because they all look at me like I'm crazy.
I'm 22 years old and I've been with my boyfriend for 1 1/2.. Will be 2 years August 29th. I love him so much, I've never been happier.. We were friends for 6 years before we got together..
I'm wanting a baby really really bad.. I mean that is ALL I think about, I will literally lay her at night and cry because every time I see a baby.. I think about motherhood.. I lost my job a couple weeks ago.. And I thought that would make me stop but it hasn't.. I'm ready to be a mom.. I am so good with babies that I know almost everything there is to takin care of one (I helped with my nephew) my boyfriend does not want one. He said he NEVER wants one.. When I talk to him he just ignores me and doesnt say much. Idk what to do.. I think it's where I had a miscarriage 3 years, and i wish I could have it back but I cant :( .. I lost my baby 4 days before my birthday in 2011 and that's what really hurt... But my boyfriend not wanting a baby.. EVER?? Yeah.. That's a problem. But I love him, and I dont want to leave him.. Someone help me. I'm so emotionally with wanting a baby so bad.