Don't give up
I always felt complete until two years ago. I started doubting my womanhood. Trust me it is the worst kind of doubt. I was leaving my apartment for grocery shopping with my husband. I saw a couple around the curb trying to pacify their baby. I would normally watch such adorable moments and say 'aww'. But this time no words came out. I just felt tears rolling down my cheeks. My husband saw me crying and took me back to our apartment. I was just waiting for him to say 'what's wrong honey?' and my eyes bursted in tears. 'you should leave me', 'why do you love me?', I can't even give you a child' , That was the first time that a year of failure in ttc was bothering me that much. He, being the most perfect husband he is, left no stone unturned to give my confidence back. I never liked Ukraine in person. But the blessing it has given me.. I can't thank my husband enough.